There is no other stream.
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns.
I am a retarded, disfigured clown.
Dying to be heard
for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall. "
Warning: My blog is basically just sex and mental illness.
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There is nothing here for you.
♥ My current stats and diet ♥ My personal posts and writing
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I went shopping with my best friend tonight. We were going around buying a few lovely little things and I found some summer stuff that I loved. A logical person would have found their size and bought it. Not I thought. Everything I bought had to be around two sizes too small for me. I need encouragement to lose the rest of this weight by summer. Anyways. I’m now the owner of a size 4 pair of shorts and a size small dress. I don’t fit in either.
But if you do, feel free to add me. :) It’d be nice to have some friends on there!
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Height: 5’9”/5’10”
hw: 197
sw:177
cw: 144 (11/17/11)
gw: 140
gw: 135
gw: 130
ugw: <125
Diet: restricting
Personal Goal: Work out every day. Use Youtube to find workouts.
Intakes: My Fitness Pal
11/4/11
From now on, I’m going to be using this post as some what of a journal. My intakes will be tracked on MyFitnessPal.com (see link above) and I’ll be posting my weight every Friday. I’ll be commenting on here periodically (At least 3 times a week) as to how I feel, thoughts I’m having, and other notes about my weight loss in general. All other posting about mood and state of mind will be found on my side bar under “personal posts and writings”.
end of day
I ate entirely too much. I need to stop letting my mother bully me into food. When I check my weight in the morning I just know I’ll have gained. gross, gross, gross.
11/10/11
I’ve been really bad about tracking my intake, but that’s only because it’s been scarily high. I hate getting into the 1,000s. I feel so fat and disgusting. I’m a horrible creature.
11/13/11
I’m starting the ABC diet tomorrow. I need to disappear. I need to be tiny. I can’t let her beat me at this.
