From now on, I’m going to be using this post as some what of a journal. My intakes will be tracked on MyFitnessPal.com (see link above) and I’ll be posting my weight every Friday. I’ll be commenting on here periodically (At least 3 times a week) as to how I feel, thoughts I’m having, and other notes about my weight loss in general. All other posting about mood and state of mind will be found on my side bar under “personal posts and writings”.
end of day
I ate entirely too much. I need to stop letting my mother bully me into food. When I check my weight in the morning I just know I’ll have gained. gross, gross, gross.
I’ve been really bad about tracking my intake, but that’s only because it’s been scarily high. I hate getting into the 1,000s. I feel so fat and disgusting. I’m a horrible creature.
I’m starting the ABC diet tomorrow. I need to disappear. I need to be tiny. I can’t let her beat me at this.